Song Of My Many Nights

Hiding My Heart- Adele Video & Lyrics

"Hiding My Heart"
(originally by Brandi Carlile)

This is how the story went
I met someone by accident
who blew me away
blew me away
And It was in the darkest of my days
When you took my sorrow and you took my pain
And buried them away, you buried them away

I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
you'll disappear one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away

Dropped you off at the train station
Put a kiss on top of your head
And watched you wave
And watched you wave
Then I went on home to my skyscrapers
Neon lights and waiting papers
That I call home
I call that home

I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
You'll disappear one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away
Away, yeah

Woke up feeling heavy hearted
I'm going back to where I started
The morning rain
The morning rain
And though I wish that you were here
on that same old road that brought me here
It's calling me home
It's calling me home

I wish I could lay down beside you
When the day is done
And wake up to your face against the morning sun
But like everything I've ever known
You'll disappear one day
So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away

I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away

The whole L O V E thing

I don’t believe in it anymore man.I mean If you think you’re in love, run your head into a brick wall. It’ll hurt a lot less in the end.I was playing card with my friends the other day and I flipped the cards over and saw hearts. I shuffled them and said, I don’t deal with love.I think I’m gonna be anti-love. Really, who needs it? Butterflies in stomachs and hearts skipping beats, that can’t be safe.Anyways funny part about all this is that I’m in a relationship..10/11 were still going strong I guess :P

I found this poem that really expressed how I felt about my self today

  Nobody Loves Me

I guess you could interpret it in a number of ways,
but i don't know how to explain it,
it's so hard to explain these feelings inside me,
inside my heart.
to like someone,
and to think they might like you back,
then for them to choose someone else,
it hurts inside,
like an empty sort of feeling.
or being told that someone likes you,
but it seems like no one has the courage to actually say something,
to try get to know me better,
instead of judging who i am by my actions and what i say,
for fear of rejection,
that it would be said that i don't want anyone,
which isn't true.
there is a piece of me missing,
and i think i know what it is.
i need to know that i am truly loved,
that someone truly cares,
that, that someone can't live without me.
i thought i knew who that someone was,
but i guess i was wrong.
i hope that someone comes along and tells me they love me,
as a close friend,
like a sister,
or something more.
the reasoning behind me thinking,
nobody loves me.

                                                                                                 -Selina Gurgacz