Wednesday, August 10, 2011

What am i suppose to do..??

My two best friends are going through guy trouble.As i am writing this i am currently listening to some Adele.This helps it all flow out of me.My writing skills suck and also i hate writing so this must be serious.I need to vent and get this feeling out somehow so here i go.Sorry in advance for my poor writing skills and unapproriate language that i may use.I will keep my best friend anonymous because well after all this is the internet.
Best Friend #1-She is incredible.She has these really cute pink braces and she is really smart.Its weird calling someone your best friend when they share nothing with you but there music interest -_-.Anyways with that being said lets get down to it .She has feeling for some this dude and i must say that is a really lucky dude.But its like homeboy (Whoever he is) messed up.What a prick -_-..?? I love her..Yes i finally admit it she is amazing and wonderful and she deserves the best and that prick is definitely not it.I honestly think me and her is compatible seriously.Even after all the times I've messed up and we argued.I love her soooo much (I wish to god that she never sees this)Being her friend is a blessing and a curse.Its a blessing because she gives awesome advice.Its a curse because i can't stop thinking of her :(..I can't let go -_-
Best Friend #2-I honestly think she is so real.Real? yes real because she says how she feels that is harder for most.It is definitely hard for me.She has feelings for my brother.That lucky dummy.I don't know what it is about him but she is really in love with him.Like the whole emotional love thing.Its great that she is always there for me to vent to.But its weird venting to someone about themselves so that is why i created this blog.To get it all out.Back to her.She really loves him but he doesn't feel the same.Now this situation is so ironic.Its ironic because she loves him but he doesn't fell the same way,he loves this girl that doesn't feel the same,I love my best friend number 2 but she doesn't feel the same.<--DO YOU SEE THE IRONY..What the hell am i suppose to do with this irony..??Being her friend is slowly killing me like wth am i suppose to do about my feeling -__-
This was awesome to let this out.I have feelings for both of my best friends. its weird how I can write these paragraphs about them but i can never tell them in person -_-.I really need to be more bold.I need to get my feelings out there and let them know but i'm going to be honest that will never happen ever...-FOREVER ALONE               

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