I need to get more mentally strong. I'm so weak and Its killing me.I need to man up everyone says that but it is soooo much harder than it sounds.I'm slowing losing what I feel makes me unique.Which is the way I am able to conduct myself and do/say whatever is on my mind.I need to get back to that.This thing is really holding me back and got me acting not like myself.I want to like man up and all but I mean there is no "How to man up" manual for dummies so I'm out of luck :(. I haven't writing on here in years I've just been chilling and trying to figure stuff on my own.Which is terrible because basically I've just been holding it all in..which is very unhealthy.I miss my first love like crazy and let the night end with that.To those reading I hope life is going good for you !
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