Venting Type of night

 Topic: LOVE

I'm feeling poetic for the night.I was in the middle of finishing this love poem i wrote.Yes its quite strange how one can write poems about something one doesn't believe in.I don't believe in love.Some say that makes me bitter and I strongly disagree with that statement.Love is like the Boogeyman .You read books about it,see movies about it, but one can not really know for sure unless one has had an experience with it personally.That is my personal theory.Some of you reading this may say "wait,don't you love your mom ?". The answer to that is Yes with all my heart I love my mother but that is not the type of love that I am speaking of.I'm talking about the deep emotional relationship type of love.The love that my peers think they are experiencing as soon as they jump into a relationship. I am very straight forward with all my friends and I'm always honest. If your in a relationship with a person that doesn't mean your in love.You could have love for someone but it doesn't necessarily mean that you are in love with them.I am the most emotionless person when It comes to the whole love thing . I just HATE the word. The only time I use it is in the case of strong like.For example : I love food. Nothing emotional just strong liking.Many people my age don't have a clue what love means.Many think its sexual other believe its easy to find.I have a different view on the whole topic.I think so much throughout the day that my brain has just developed and grown though my deep thinking. Love is rare and hard to find.I've been through so much in my life and I'm not the one to complain trust me.Everything happens for a reason and what doesn't kill me only makes me stronger.I'm a firm believer of those quotes.Time to go into full detail my synopsis on love. 

Love is so rare to find like buried treasure.I'm talking about that pure deep emotional love.It is so hard to find. To find someone to date that's easy.but to find someone to love you now that takes time.Love is a word that is so strong that in many situations I will admit that I have used it in its wrong tense. When any human being outside my family tree says "I love you" I get real signals that go off in my mind saying "DANGER !". With all these alarms always warning me I guess there's the reason why I've never had a successful relationship. Oh well *Shrug* that's life. I say "I love you" many times but I never am the type of person to mean it unless am referring to my first love.Then I am telling 100% true.I still don't believe in it but she way the first person to ever make me feel a bit of how it feel like to be in love. I am heartless towards love because it something that can really control you.In the words of my favorite female rapper Angel Haze "They say love whole the power to fulfill you, heal you, kill you, hurt and abuse you, take away from what you use to". That is something that I really fear so I stay away from it.I just "Like"a lot.There is no harm in that. Its like playing it safe :)

Speaking of the love..I'm writing this love poem and it starts off like this:

"More beautiful than the world, word. 

Matter of fact, beautiful ain’t the word.

Unexplainable is the beauty of her.
Out of all the girls god created on this earth she's the one I prefer."

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