Depressed

I am losing my mind.I really lost one and this song that I'm currently listening to is making it worst..This is not a spam nor a virus but If you lost someone special this is the song for you http://www.hotnewhiphop.com/e-b-i-i-lost-one-song.622705.html . I currently have that song on repeat and I am just taking in all the words and letting them explode in my head. I usually mess up and usually is able to clean up my mess but I can't clean this one up.The mess is too big  and I ran out of bounty metaphorically speaking. I have so much I want to write describing how I feel right now but I just can't put it in words.So just like the song said "I lost one" :(