I honestly am so mixed feelings right now. I feel terrible all the way. I feel worthless and not good enough. I try god knows i try but its never seems good enough. I'm losing my mind trying to figure out what to do next.
I'm done. I vowed today on a stack of SAT books that I will no longer be lazy.
I need to try harder.
Although I know she will never be mine I atleast want to make her proud of me. I love her with all my heart, body, and soul. I must push myself to make her proud.
I saw her today and I was baffled by her beauty. It took me almost 10 laps of self preparation to get one hug.
I'm going to do great things this year mock my words !!!
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